tuesday...

before i went to restoran don know wat geh name/.....
i play with my younger sister again....
chess....
tis time i win her 2 times....
then it is my turn to sang on her..
"kin wai is a winner"
"Po Ling is a loser"
i sang more than 10 times...haha
after tat i go to hold my grandpa....
until at restoran....
then tat kin choy reserve a seat for me..hehe...
but i found tat actually he got purpose behind of it...
he don wan sit with grandma....then he let me sit with grandma...
haha.....then now beside me is kin choy and grandma...
kin choy sit on my right where else grandma sit on my left...
i know it i know it...hehe...
i don know wat is the name of the food...
cos it is written in mandarin..
haha.....
then grandpa asking me to read it....
to see whether all has been settle down....
then i pretend like know how to read mandarin...
after tat my elder sister and kin choy..laugh at me...
haha...laugh and smile...haha...but nvm....
everyone hapi then i oso hapi...
hehe...then during i eat seafood....
my left hand sms with someone...
her, Jia xin...
hehe...then kin choy found tat i m sms with some one...but don know who...
actually all fong family is a 38 person..
haha...then he ask my lend him my hp...
then my heart said..oh my god.....
i have to delete all mssg in my inbox and send box....
haha..really funny...rite....then just lending to him...
haha...he cannot found out whom am i sms with....
haha..
last food is a fruit...got papaya, honeydew and mango...
hehe
tat mango so nice o...
i like mango..
hehe
then i serve my grandma ate mango....she happy...
ehm...before tat last food... my dad serve me ate many many herba chicken....
hehe..,my favour food....
hehe...really hope my future wife know how to do herba chicken..hehe..
if she does not know..then i will learn how to make it..and then cook for my wife....
herba chicken good for health o...hehe... uhm....yummy yummy...haha...
then after tat..we are going bek hum...i feel wanted to urine... and my younger sister too....
then i m asking my elder sister faster open the door.....cos i cannot tahan liao...
i lagi ask her to speed up..she lagi "man man liao"...haha..then i and my younger sister geh eyes...look at her,......and my heart said..later kill u liao..haha...then after tat i enter my living room...tat stupid younger sister wan compete with me to use the toilet...finally..she use it 1st...
my heart said.."bei tahan le",...haha...then i faster ran to the kitchen....cos there got one more toilet.....hehe..finally my heart said ..."comfortable nya................." haha....

SONY SONY

that day don know when ady..i m going to timesquare....searching back my wife (MP3)...i want bek a same brand and higher capacity...i decide to buy 2 or 4 GB....hehe... the price is quite cheaper compared to last time.....hehe...well....hope tis time i won get lost my MP3 again...hehe.... i wil buy on next month.....

super super ham sap guy

neh...is he the one console me back...haha...he tat day go to thai...to touch aqua...."bei tahan le" aqua he oso like...wan vomit liao..

haha....but he let me see the photo...walau le....so nice the aqua.... really unexpected...he looks funny..rite...haha.....anyway thx to him for his hamsap consolation. haha....

my mumy....

you see my mum...hehe..buying KFC for me...

monday.............

sunday after from dinner..

i receive a mum call

she ask me bek to ipoh suddenly..

for eating.../

haha...

then monday i m just bek...i start my journey from 2pm to 9 smth...

at ipoh..

including reaching home..

then i and my sis eat KFC...

we took a away (dapao) the KFC...

then hear mum talk behind of him..KC...

mum said he so "siu hei"....

and i saw him really anger...

nvm...non of my business too...

haha...i m bad brother le,.....

hehe..my younger sis..she really hapi saw i m bek..

hehe..then she play chess with me...

she defeated me...

T.T

then she sang one song.....

"Po ling is the winner."

"Kin wai is the Loser"...

she sang so many many time....

X(.............

really sad....but nevermind...hehe...

lose then lose lo...

hehe...nth special oso....

hehe...

why she treat me like tat...

actually i m did not misunderstand yesterday nite...
actually i m should sad and anger tat time..
but why turn to her get angry and sad..
and i console her...
why not her console me tat time...
my second time....let gal hurt deeply....
but tis time was deeply than before...
now i was eating bread....and crying....
why she cry got someone console...
where me..no one console...
now i m so suffer.....
my heart..

i m don know i still nid to buy webcam or not...
buy or not buy....
now...buy for what...?
why i should buy?
for whom i should buy?
haiz...
nevermind lu...
just buy it for non purposes....
but love cannot be force...
since she wan like tat...then ok lo.....
don know why i can feel tat i have lost my pride infront of her...
cos of misunderstand..causing me lost my pride tis morning..
i thought i was misunderstood last nite....
then i kept on console her after i knew tat i was making her sad..
but then actually i din misunderstood...haiz...
let gal hurt deeply in my whole life...now deeply than before...
i know i m should not sad and cry becos of her...but i cannot control myself...
my tear....i mean...
don know why suddenly i hate gal much.....i hate all gal...
hate love someone....i won't love someone...never never fall in love with someone....
kin wai...if u fall in love with someone...then just remember this as your lesson kin wai...tis notice is your reminder...remember remember...ur aim is japan gal....not malaysian gall...

Randomly post...

hehe..after i m posting my thing into blog...
i felt so relieved...my heart..
felt happy bek...
but ofcos got a bit sad....but better than jus now lu...jus now really sad..don know how to happi..but now can smile ady...hehe...
nvm....now...
i wish everyone in this world oso happy.....
including you....my beloved...

jealousing plus sad....

i knew in someday i will be very sad.....
i knew it i knew it.....
she sms to someone....
i tot she sms me....
but then actually sending to someone...
i m so perasan.....
i tot she play with me by saying that..long time din chat with me....
then i reply her by saying tat..5 year din chat with her....
but then actually she sms to someone...
just accidentally sms to me jek...
really perasan...
but don know why tat time i m feel jealousing....
cos she said she wan study liao...but i found tat she sms someone wor....
haiz...nevermind lu...
i have to give some freedom to her.....have to repect her freedom....
tis is her right.....
and i cannot do anything oso....
i should know from the earlier....
i older than her many years....it is impossible...
but don know why i still love her...
haiz..
"The LOVE IS BEYOND OUR CONTROL"
this lead to....
"LOVE IS BLIND"
tis is really true lo....
i really cannot control 1 de lo.........
but nevermind...
as long as she happy to be with someone....
then i will be happy for her...
and i will wish her long lasting with her bf....
wish her bf in future taking good care of her too....
and her bf in future love her forever too...
hehe...^^..........................

today im so sad..

someone is sad now...
don know what happen to her...
i m sad too...
don know why my feeling feel like so down...
i have ask her why...
but she don wan to tell me...
nvm lu...
i wish god owez let Lim Jia Xin happy owez.....
don let her feel so down owez....
please....................god..............................
and please her mum let her a freedom....
i know the feeling when i wan go some where else...but there will be got someone blocking me from doing so.....i m know such a feeling god........i m really know the feeling... even i was ady been freedom from parents.....please god......we as a son and daughter.... are not a prisoner...
we are not in jail...we oso nid some peace of freedom...
don know why i will talk like tat...
really sad since someone oso sad...
nvm lu....
good nite and sweet dream...bebe....love you forever.....muacks....

my dream....

hehe...don know why i after know her...i like drawing very much....

but don know why just like to draw her oni........hehe..

u all see....nice or not the picture i draw....hehe...

hope satisfaction lu...or maybe my real dream is act instead of accounting...

don know...bebe...actually ur face oso not bad wat.....

ehm....i will owez support you whenever you are....hehe...wish u tis coming exam..u will get good result...i love you.....dear.....

smk kepong.....

last friday going to smk...
my dear dear geh school...
hehe...
i din take taxi tat time...
i can feel like i m acting "the journey to the west" story..
but tis one is "the journey to the smk:..
haha
i walk alone along the way to there...
sometime i go and ask uncle there...they are so friendly..
hehe...after i found my dear dear school..
i saw a temple and basketball court...
i go to temple 1st and pray...
hehe
there after jus go to mamak there and drink oren juice...
after tat jus ply baskteball...
but unfortunately....
i sprain my two leg...
don know why...
maybe from kepong ktm...i self-walk to dear dear school there....
hehe...have to rest actually...but i din...i straightly go to ply basketball..
causing me two leg injured, sprain....
hehe
initially, i difficult to walk..
but now can walk ady.....
but still got abit painful...
hehe
but nvm lu....
remembek my diploma time...
my left leg injured..until cannot walk at all...
have to use "walking stick" to walk tat time...really accident happen to me...
same..oso becos of basketball...now oso becos of basketball....><...nvm lu...

Kepong...

yesterday i m going to kepong there...going to selayang mall..
finally she is going to there oso..
i tot she can go there for a long time...
but really unexpected....she and her family jus enter popular oni...
there after, they are going bek..
i saw her at the main entrance...
i just act normal and going out...
unable to said "hai" to her...
if i really do so...will give her a troublesome..
her sis has been there too...with her...
her sis is a wall...
not a white wall...
black wall instead...
i m stand beside tat recipe near the main entrance...
she curi curi see me...
and me too...
fearing of her sister giving troublesome to her...
nvm lu....heehe
the time i at kepong sentral...
i see one more time the whole kepong area..
from upstair near kepong sentral...
don know..maybe im got a bit "uhm sek dak"
but i knew tat..
tat time i was feeling upsad...i knew it i knew it...
after tat i m going to bought ticket...
after i bought it...i see one more time....
then just entered into train area...
don know why suddenly feel sad...haiz..
maybe someone is sad now...

sad love song

now i m hearing sad love song....
suddenly become very sad...
don know why every time..
i hear these love sad song will remember bek
my pak toh time...
haiz.....

my belove no mood

she no mood suddenly
don know why i oso become so down...
suddenly become sad...
really love i think...
although i jus can oni do nth...
but i just can wish her hapi bek lu...