jealousing plus sad....

i knew in someday i will be very sad.....
i knew it i knew it.....
she sms to someone....
i tot she sms me....
but then actually sending to someone...
i m so perasan.....
i tot she play with me by saying that..long time din chat with me....
then i reply her by saying tat..5 year din chat with her....
but then actually she sms to someone...
just accidentally sms to me jek...
really perasan...
but don know why tat time i m feel jealousing....
cos she said she wan study liao...but i found tat she sms someone wor....
haiz...nevermind lu...
i have to give some freedom to her.....have to repect her freedom....
tis is her right.....
and i cannot do anything oso....
i should know from the earlier....
i older than her many years....it is impossible...
but don know why i still love her...
haiz..
"The LOVE IS BEYOND OUR CONTROL"
this lead to....
"LOVE IS BLIND"
tis is really true lo....
i really cannot control 1 de lo.........
but nevermind...
as long as she happy to be with someone....
then i will be happy for her...
and i will wish her long lasting with her bf....
wish her bf in future taking good care of her too....
and her bf in future love her forever too...
hehe...^^..........................